I'm the worst friend ever

FUCK.



DO I SUCK THAT MUCH AS A FRIEND? DO I FUCKED UP TO THE EXTEND THAT MY NAME DIDNT CROSS YOUR MIND AT ALL WHEN YOU'RE DEPRESSED?



OH FUCK MAYBE IT IS ME BEING TOO INSENSITIVE.



FUCK ME.



How I wish this is a fucking joke. Man. TELL ME IT'S A JOKE.



Can't believe we chatted online few weeks ago and now you're gone. Can't fucking believe I didnt realize something was wrong.



Some say let it go. But I really want to know why. WHY



We've been through so much together. Damn. Recollection of our memories is killing me.



I'm the worst friend. I didnt care. FUCK ME. I didnt care. I didnt know anything. FUCK ME AS A FRIEND.



I could have showed you that I do care about you. MAN I MISS YOU. I REALLY DO.



You should have called me. You know I always cheer you up. Eventhough my jokes are lame and vulgar, you'd laugh at them. FUCK. WHAT IS THE USE SAYING ALL THESE. YOU CANT SEE IT NOW CAN YOU?



WHY??? WHY??



Roommate for 2 years dude. WTF.



NO I DON'T NEED EXTRA ATTENTION. For those who are reading, and if you care about me, I don't need fucking counseling sessions, just pay more attention to your friends around you. Call your parents. Love those who care about you. If you're sad of something, call me. friends I really care. There is nothing we cant overcome.



And dude, call me. If there is another side, call me from there and tell me you're doing fine. FUCK I WISH you're doing fine.



If not, if that's the end. You'd still live in my memory.



R.I.P

Fedor VS Brett Roger

PWNAGE!!!!!

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Never Back Down

WenJie recommended this movie to me few days ago, saying that it will give me the motivation to do 500 push ups after watching.




The plot is kind of like Rocky cliche but it really is a good movie. The girl is hot. Watch it when you're free guys.

Have been readings quotes on Wikiquote for sometime and I just came across Carl Sagan and his 1st quote caught my attention.

"It seems to me what is called for is an exquisite balance between two conflicting needs: the most skeptical scrutiny of all hypotheses that are served up to us and at the same time a great openness to new ideas … If you are only skeptical, then no new ideas make it through to you … On the other hand, if you are open to the point of gullibility and have not an ounce of skeptical sense in you, then you cannot distinguish the useful ideas from the worthless ones."


"Extraordinary claims require extraordinary evidence. "

read more here

It's over

Okay holiday is over and it was awesome.

I went back to JB. Spent most of my time going to arcade or at home reading manga. Wheee My Punching strength on average is 70++kg(last time maximum also 60+kg) on the machine. Not bad for a guy weighing less than 60. :D

Pull up bar. I could only do 4 back in September. Now I can do 10. :D

I'm not so into gadgets but my parents bought me a new ipod touch. Wheeee!!!

Showing off XD

My darling dumbbell set. I arranged them neatly after my last set of shoulder press. :D

School reopens tommorrow. Alright so it's time to start studying hard!! One more sem we dan do it!!!!

Self-help

I thought I'm way too vulgar. I wanted to change and I found this extremely helpful resource on youtube.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WXch0X6-tQo&feature=related

Embbedding is disabled. so click the link to view.

song lyrics here:

[Mr. Mackey:] There are times when you get suckered inBy drugs and alchohol and sex with women-mmkay
But its when you do these things too much
That you've become an addict and must get back in touch
You can do it Its all up to you-mmmmmkay
With a little plan you can change your life tooo-day

You dont have to spend your life addicted to smack
Homeless on the streets giving handjobs for crack
Follow my plan and very soon you will see-eeyy, its easy mmkay

Step 1: Instead of ass say buns, like "kiss my buns" or "you're a buns hole"
Step 2: Instead of shit say poo, as in "bull poo", "poo head" and this "poo is cold"
Step 3: With bitch drop the t because bich is latin for generosity
Step 4: Dont say fuck any more because fuck is the worst word that you can say

So just use the word mmmkay!

[Children:] We can do it its all up to us-mmmkay (mmmkay)
With a little plan we can change our lives tooo-day

Mr, Mackey: you can change it today

Everyone: We don't have to spend our lives shootin up in the trash
Homeless on the streets giving handjobs for cash
Follow this plan and very soon you will see-eey
Its easy mmkay!

[Mr. Mackey:] Step 1 Children: Instead of ass say buns,like kiss my buns or you're a buns hole
[Mr. Mackey:] Step 2 Children: Instead of shit say poo, as in bull poo, poo head and this poo is cold
[Mr. Mackey:] Step 3 Children: With bitch drop the tbecause bich is latin for generosity
[Mr. Mackey:] Step 4 Children: Dont say fuck any more

[Everyone:] Cuz fuck is the worst word that you can say
[Children:] Fuck is the worst word that you can say
We shouldn't say fuck, no we shouldn't say fuck, fuck nooooo!!!

[Mr. Mackey:] Your cured, you can go!
[Everyone:] We don't have to spend our lives shootin up in the trashhomeless on the streets giving handjobs for cashFollow this plan and very soon you will saaayIts easy mmmkay!
[Children:] It's easy mmmkay!
[Mr. Mackey:] It's easy mmmkay!
[Children:] It's easy mmmkay!
[Mr. Mackey:] It's easy mmmkaaaaaaaayy
[Children:] It's easy mmmIt's easy mmmIt's easy mmmIt's easy mmmkaaaay

[both finish at same time][laughing][Mr. Mackey:] MmmkayMmmkayMmmkay

Whoa

I was reading google news, and I came across these

http://news.xinhuanet.com/english/2009-11/01/content_12368565.htm

Whoa young sluts.

I'm still damn bloody offensive.

http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2009/11/1/nation/5021297&sec=nation

Oh morons.